You have wilfully introduced a witness into your life, the scene of these defeats, and can no longer close the mind’s eye upon uncomely passages, but must stand up straight and put a name upon your actions.

你主动让一位见证者走进自己的生活，走进那些挫败发生的地方；从此不能再对不光彩的片段视而不见，而必须挺直身子，正视自己的所作所为。